The Third

I'm here again in what I call "The In-Between." One would think I'd be more comfortable with this place, but it never gets comfortable. I don't know what will happen next and part of me doesn't want to know. A rather large part. I find myself awash in my insecurities again, but, perhaps that's normal in situations like this. Yet, this one feels completely different...for one, I'm far more experienced as far as life goes, so this isn't too foreign and uncomfortable. Secondly, I feel like I can avoid a lot of the mistakes I made the last time I visited this emotional pit I'm in. I certainly don't want to make those mistakes again.